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| I haven't been on this bad boy since I turned 18! Holy monkeys! N e wayz well I'm in College, FIDM! Been since July 10th. Not much of a summer oh well! I graduate in 2 years yeshhh! I am majoring in Visual Communication (look it up I'm too lazy to tell u more) and I have a job at the east bay karate-do in pitts. I live there and come home on weekends.. Ain't that crazy?! But I don't mind it's part of growing up, my grandpa said. Well anyway I'll try to update this shit! | | |
| I AM FRIKKIN 18!!! YESS BEEN SINCE DA 12, N E WAYZ I AM HAPPY AS HELL!!!! | | |
| Current Music: 'Greensleeves' Vanessa Carlton
Mood: 
My dear sweet love,
Have you already forgotten me? Don't tell me you don't remember the feeling when our hands intertwinded in each others. Has my voice faded away from you? Already, my love, you have turned me away like a beggar who asks for a kind patronage. You blew out your candle, but I shall keep my lit, hoping for the day where your heart returns to mine. Do you not know how fond I've become of you? You were able to warm up my heart that was locked deep within this empty vessel. You are the oil to my latern, you light my way. Even though we're not truly one, I began to feel something for you, deeper than anything I've ever felt before. So, I ask of you my dear sweet love, open up to me and let me show you that I can love you. If you have already moved on, I understand. But, please, please don't let me stray away. If my rhythm adds to your melody let me know. Don't continue your dance with me if your eyes are attached to another. Don't hurt me, I beg of you my good sir. When you leave me, please, don't ever forget that I love you and don't forget my name, for we may once again be reunited....
Sincerely,
Your red rose
http://www.myspace.com/m_y_v_rox | | |
| Tragic melody; what you wouldn't expect
Once upon a time ago she was your doll, your inspiration, your life and your light. She was so sweet so humble and always at your feet. She did all that you asked even though it's something she'd never do. You asked her to stain the pure water with her hands and pick a feather from an angel's wing.
She adored you, she loved you, she cared for you when no one was there and listened to your ever complaint and dried your undeserving tears. She was always defending you when everyone had stained your name. She helped you grow up and realize all your mistakes and lies and helped you clear them all. She did everthing she could to make sure you were succeeding...
but in return..
You used her, you abused her, you neglected her, you never defended her, you stained her name when you were selfish and angry, you lied to her, you walked away when she cried, you ignored her concerns and feelings and worse of all you didn't care..
..How could you...??
She's your mother! She brought you into life and this is how you repay her???
...How could you? | | |
| Moonlight's Romance
Mood:
Hearts unfold in the night of its mid-hour. Blushing and pulsing violently when you're around. Slolwy it forsakes its shell and moves onto you. You suck the soul from her breath and instantly give it away to the wind that sways with a caution, you're a devil. The sharp glow of her golden skin turn to grey and her crimson lips fade to white. What have you done? Cast your eyes upon the damages you have caused to ease your black heart. You deceived her heart and raped her mind, you failed to see the beauty and passion lying within her. Look at her now! Her once bright blue eyes have faded to the rain clouds and her golden skin has been burnt by Winter's reign! Have you no shame? Have you no care for her what-so-ever. Look what you have done to yourself, you're the reason why you failed. You tried to control her to avoid a broken heart, now look at you? You overkilled your goals and now you are left heartless...
..."Burn me now, if not, never." | | |
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